Dedications - II

17/8/08: 12.26 a.m : Finally….my PC’s back…..n hard disk is totally clean…cool….i hope no more problems atleast for sumtym….n ya bak 2 da topic………..

2nd dedication …to my frend,,,well I don’t think I can claim I have anyone as a best friend…probably coz I never blvd in da concept of “best” friend..but some 1 whom I consider to be quite close to is Akshay,,,,,met him first in FYJC (I gues t was the second day of coll ) at the college bus stop when he took the initative to strike a conversation…n I gues we went along well since then….. we spent quite some time together on the OM project on “Organizing” …our first n my only presentation in coll which was quite appreciated by prof…..n I think now the only thing abt presentation dat we still remember wud be tanu’s definition of “Authority” (n it stil makes me laugh)………
have known him for 7 years now….comes across as a committed, hard working, smart n a true frend…..We may not talk to each other that often n I guess meet once in 2 months, but I guess the best part is that We know that we are there for each other whenever required……dude I don’t expect you to call me often, neither do I expect u to remember my birthdays (thou I remember urs n to be fair to u I think u have wished me on alternate bdays) but ya I expect u to be there for me always coz I gues I ll turn to u when I’ll need a frend to be with me,……n dude u can always count on me………wish u a rockin and a very successful lyf ahead,,,,,
Hmmm….gues I ll stop here…n ya the same expectations as above….after reading this u have to post a comment n giv me a call……
N dedication has to be this song which is one of my favs….
“ Yaaron dosti badi hi haseen hai, ye na ho to kya fir bolo ye zindagi hai,
koi toh ho raazdar, begaraz tera ho yaar”……

3rd dedication…..to my first crush…(n no name here for obvious reasons)……well actually first crush happened quite late for me….i mean considerin that first crush is expected to happen in school or college….probably school was to early for me n I hardly had a college life…..
Well abt her: shes sweet, shes pretty n shes got the cutest smile….N it wasn’t a crush at first sight kinda thing or else mebbe it wudnt have lasted this long …I gues easily over a year now (or mebbe even longer) but I would stil call it a crush only……As I gotta kno her, she came across to me as a sweet, honest, innocent and a very genuine person, very shy but has the ability to talk well if required….n I always thought I liked her for these reasons….but I guess over a period of time I realized mebbe my opinion abt her wasn;t entirely correct….n tried to reach the conclusion that since I liked her for certain qualities and now I wasn’t too sure if those really existed, then I shouldn’t be havin the crush anymore….but the fact is I still lyk her ….i still miss her,,,,n dats when I realized that things don’t necessarily happen for a reason…u like sum1 becos u jus like her/him (ohh how profound!!!!)…there need not be any reason attached to it….
Thou earlier I used to get annoyed/disappointed, now I guess neither does it matter nor do I expect her to return my calls/ reply to my sms ..…she would stil b very special to me (until I find some one else ofcourse…hehe)…..
Its now 2 a.m and tym for me to shut down my PC…n expectations frm her….none actually…n ya dedication…actually too many but I guess I ll dedicate the song which m listenin to right now n must have heard like 6-7 tyms in da past 1.5 hrs…..
“Kahin toh hogi woh duniya, jaha tu mere saath hai..chaha main chaha tu aur jan bas tere mere jazbaat hai……..jaane na kahan woh duniya hai, jaane na who hai bhi ya nahi, jahan meri zindagi mujse, itni khafa nahi…..”

a lazy Sunday morning awaitin me….hmmm how much I luv dat,,,,,,,bye for now…